Bola, Well done for waking up early in life and learning TTATT!
It's always difficult for anyone to exit the JW cult and clearly you are suffering. You must be in your early twenties and therefore an adult. This means that you can decide for yourself what you do. Would I be right in thinking you are still at home and therefore feel bound to do what your parents ask you?
I think it would be good if you could expand a bit on your situation so that we can help you. You're at college but dependent financially on JW parents?